Unbearable

I watch your eyes

those crystaline orbs

gazing at me

and yet

seeing
nothing
but black

you glance at me and smile

when I say

"I love you"

those delicate golden wisps

flutter down softly

seeming close enough to touch my cheek

and yet feeling so far

it brings tears to my eyes

the ache in my heart is suddenly

unbearable



I watch your lips

soft, delicous

begging for my kiss

you kiss me
the only way you can

and I in turn

kiss back

my hand
a poor substitute for the most

luscious mouth in existence



you are so close

so far

my body is electrified

as if you were standing beside me

it is screaming for your touch

as though your hands were a hairs breath away

the aching in my womb

only surpassed by the

unbearable

ache of my heart



I gaze longingly at your pale skin

desire is breathing it's kiss into me

like a prayer



my chest is tight

rising and falling slowly

like the tides lapping at the shore

like your tongue will be lapping...

and no, I dare not think that thought

because that will make it worse

but it's already

unbearable


this longing to touch

to taste

to smell

to breathe

to feel


the desire to feel you filling me

making me whole

but more than this

the desire to hold you close

is

unbearable


soon you say

but it will never be soon enough

you are my heaven

without you I'm in hell


I breathe your name

slowly

and say

"I'll wait"

but the ache behind my eyes

in my core

in my heart

screams that my longing

my waiting

my patience

is unbearable